I'm torn between going to college or starting my life with my fiance ... I don't know what to do . He's talking about getting an apartment together how will I get all my stuff from Wisconsin 2 Virginia including myself. I don't have a job so I don't have cash to pay for anything I do stuff for my mother to earn money for the conventions I go to ..... I'm so lost without hope
My Fiance had came up to Marinette for my 19th birthday back on the 14th of may an just left today the 18th of may and I sat at Austin Straubel Airport crying my eyes out for an hour waiting for my mother to pick me up. I NEVER knew it would hurt this much just to say goodbye for a little while but I just wasn't ready to let him go again ... I kept telling him how much I hated him to hide how upset I was that he had to leave me as i was just starting to come out of my shell for him to leave me... I know I might get to go down south this summer to spend a month with him and my close friends..............I STILL HURT THO
