i'm not dead

hey guys i'm not dead ... i'm still waiting to get my laptop fixed cuz I just moved to a small ass town in Wisconsin sooo i'm constantly freezing my ass off unlike back in VA it was somewhat warmer

new blog

check out my new blog @http://kyllenhaydenmodelstar.blogspot.com/

not back yet

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Hey guys I'm not back at this time since my laptop is still not working but this is just an update.


I'm still moving to Wi with my family.
I'm going to Neko-con in November.
I'm still dating my boyfriend Ace.
I'm friends again with Kenzi ( Princess Luna Lee).
I'm working on cosplay.
I'm working on secret world of hetalia with Kenzi.
I'm working on being a model / idol

That's it for right now


~Kyllen Hayden <3

thinking

I'M STARTING TO RETHINK THE WHOLE MOVING THING SINCE FIRST MY MOM TOLD ME I WOULD BE DOING ONLINE SCHOOLING THEN NOW SHE JUST TELLS ME THAT I'LL BE GOING TO PUBLIC SCHOOL WHILE WE MOVE DOES SHE NOT REALIZE HOW BAD MY ANXIETY ATTACKS ARE GOING TO BE IN A NEW SCHOOL AND NEW STATE . I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE VA NOW PLZ SOMEONE SAVE ME SO I CAN STAY IN VA AN STILL GO TO HICKORY HIGH

fighting

Can't my family just leave me alone 
It's not my fault I can't hear through fucking walls!
Sorry,yes I've had many Bipolar relapses 
I just don't tell anyone anymore
I've given-up on my life a lot
But I won't give-up on the love I have for the people I hold close to me

~Kyllen Hayden <3

Talking

Is it wrong to be afraid to have to talk to my boyfriend when i get home about hiding that I was still dating my ex-girlfriend of 10 months while dating him . I'm sorry for being polysexaul and I have a habit of dating two ppl at once an only one person knowing about the other person . Tho if it wasn't for her I would have never met him......idk anymore about dating ppl it hurts after awhile with fighting and screaming....

~Kyllen Hayden <3

Be home sooooon

Hey guys soo I've been on Wi for two weeks now and will be heading back to Va tomorrow an won't be back til about Sunday morning .

I got two new flower-crowns and two pairs of fake glasses.

LOVE ~ KYLLEN HAYDEN <3