New life experience

Today I got the chance to babysit for my future mother-n-law while she's gone for a few hours. Then I'm leaving for my oldest sister's place hopefully for the night . Soo I can try an clear my mind after the drama last night between my fiance and I . An I've only been in Virginia for a week now . And only seen my little twin sis a few times an my other little sisters and adopted mom twice

Important info

I thought today i would teach my lovies about what gender I am . Since most people call us attention seeking whores or tell us were only one gender that were born with. But that's not the case , we could be a freaking flying unicorn of we wanted to me ( sorry if this seems like a rant my twin thoughts it would be good to share this info on my blog soo here you lovies go)

Love ~ Kyllen / Austin Hayden♡☆♡☆♡

GENDER FLUID 

Gender Fluid is a gender identity best described as a dynamic mix of boy and girl. A person who is Gender Fluid may always feel like a mix of the two traditional genders, but may feel more boy some days, and more girl other days. 
Being Gender Fluid has nothing to do with which set of genitalia one has, nor their sexual orientation.

No, I'm not a boy, and I'm not a girl either. I am gender fluid.

I'm not dead yet

Hey guys sorry I havent updated in like two weeks I've been emotional unstable to blog an plus I'm getting ready to leave for Virginia in 20days to spend time with my fiance an twin sister and go to my favorite anime convention animemidatlantic

Heart Broken

My Fiance had came up to Marinette for my 19th birthday back on the 14th of may an just left today the 18th of may and I sat at  Austin Straubel Airport crying my eyes out for an hour waiting for my mother to pick me up. I NEVER knew it would hurt this much just to say goodbye for a little while but I  just wasn't ready to let him go again ... I kept telling him how much I hated him to hide how upset I was that he had to leave me as i was just starting to come out of my shell for him to leave me... I know I might get to go down south this summer to spend a month with him and my close friends..............I STILL HURT THO

Pissed off

I will have to make a better post later but for now all i have to say is I HATE PREPS IN MY NEW HIGH SCHOOL

prom

My Prom is tomorrow night an i know very well my self-esteem is going to be very very very very low

Life

My Anxiety is high , I can't be around huge crowds of people even family . I start to panic an freak out very easily ... so i'm hiding in the stairwell of the third floor in my house.. till my family leaves then i'll come out hiding to my bedroom for the night till tomorrow for my niece's birthday then I'll have to deal with my father's mother till she leaves on monday i hope to god ... i cant take much of my family