today is three months that me and my boyfriend schylar have been dating, but he had to foget about how special today is to me , now i'm so depressed my suicidal thoughts are becoming stronger and uncontrolable. i'm trying my fucking hardest not to attempt any kind of suicide while my oldest sister is at my house with my one year old niece is here too, but when my boyfriend brings up me not taking my happy pill makes me so fucking pissed off i could punch my fucking walls til my hand is broken. i would cut my thighs some but i've been clean for one month and i'm not going to stop being clean . well i guess this is all that's really on my mind so far at the moment. beside wanting to scream my fucking head til my parents sent me back to the mental hospital once they find out about my suicidal thoughts are becoming stronger everyday now.
signed , Alexis
Tuesday, June 4, 2013
Saturday, June 1, 2013
BREAKING NEWS
i'm finally coming out clean now i'm bisexual and my boyfriend schylar hates it but i'm too god damn proud of being bisexaul and i'm not going to change for my boyfriend or anyone . i spend two days fighting with my boyfriend cuz im bisexaul.it was the first time i ready made him really mad
Friday, March 29, 2013
Friday, February 22, 2013
Sorry everyone I've been gone for three months
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