updates

okay soooo today was going smooth til my brother just ate my taco-bell

 an then my mother yelled at me if i didn't get her a makeup bag out of the loft that i wasn't going on vacation with the family this weekend with the whole family to Green Bay , WI for two weeks. well I guess if she leaves me here I'll just go stay with my ex-girlfriend in NC just below the border of VA where i live. gosh i'm just sooo pissed off i have the urge to cut myself but i won't cuz i don't want to upset my boyfriend more than he is already from work.* baby if u read this I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH an I hope ur doing okay plz don't do anything stupid specially the stupid shit i do an have done* well i guess that's some things I'll try to update b4 the 25th of july
~Kyllen<3   

basic

Hey guys just to let everyone know who is friends with me on facebook or follow me on Instagram under the usename of Kyllenforever. plz don't ask me personal questions about my relationship with my boyfriend cuz it really feels like I'm being harassed an I don't feel safe being questioned about what I like about my boyfriend's body when I love him for him not his body. Another thing is my boyfriend an I are both furries go ahead an joke us I could give two shits about it . he's been a furry longer than i have.

My furry name is Luna and his is Ace

I even have a collar with my name on it as does he.

~Kyllen

HEADS UP

Okay so I might not be posting anything tomorrow due to I might be hanging out with my friend

I haven't hung out with her in an year or really talked to her soo here's to a fresh starthttp://princessdollblog.webs.com/

~Kyllen

Breaking NEWS

Okay PLEASE listen an listen well................I have moments where I will shut down an shut the world out for hours. This doesn't mean for people to ask me question like " are you okay?" " What's wrong?" " wanna talk about it" don't push me into talking about it I will shut down and shut the world deeper

. I just need time to think cause at those moments I have alot going through my mind that I have to sort things out on my own. Like today I shut down an shut the world from 1-5pm so I could think *plus my phone died* but I'm perfectly fine and If I wasn't okay I would tell people soo don't worry I'm okay

* So that was my breaking news*

~Kyllen

People

Dear , People 
Please understand I'm in a relationship an I don't plan on cheating anytime in the future sooo plz stop telling people you want to fuck me cuz I'm not in the mood to deal with it . I've cheated b4 but they girl knew that I was dating a guy as well as her an she was fine with it but I don't plan on hurting my new boyfriend and hurting his feelings. Yea so this happened to me yesterday in summer-school lunchroom I guess some girl wants to fuck an her friend told me over Istagram and I was like " I have a boyfriend". then they said " Well I believe you're loyal so it shouldn't matter that she's trying to hit on you". For real people respect my relationship with my boyfriend.

(This is just what has happened to me in the last 24 hours)

~Kyllen

great news

Okay Tomorrow i start summer school for about one week * sad noises * but I guess I need space from everyone including my wonderful boyfriend Ace * P.S. hun If you read you'll be fine without being able to see me in person for about a week* I have summer school for English 11 writing sol .So If I pass this sol i will finally be in 11th grade ...............hmmmmmmmmmmmmm I don't got much to talk about this time but maybe next there will be more to talk about ~ Kyllen

update on my life

Hey , guys soooo sorry I've been gone about another year just haven't felt in the mood to blog about things so here's somethings about my life so far..............................................................................
For starts I'm now 18 yrs old an I'm dating an 21yr old guy who I love with all my heart and soul but sometimes I sit there asking myself if I'm ready to start dating again after my 4th an 5th ex-boyfriends hurt an broke me soooo badly I wanted to kill myself but I'm still alive. I ask myself If I'm pretty when I feel ugly .Am I skinny enough tho I don't eat much anymore. How are my scars beautiful to him when their a reminder to me of how much of a fuck-up I am to this world. How can a smile or a laugh make someones day better when their on the edge of breaking. How can a simple photo turn into something wrong. I keep asking myself these questions but I can never find the answer I just go very quiet with thinking very hard it scares people when I don't talk sometime they forget I'm even there. I'm sorry I have anxiety attacks an depression . I know very well I'm a fuck-up an a waste of space on this earth. Why does he put up with me most people just dump me after they meet my family or get to know all my problems an my self-harming problem.............someone answer my questions for me.