Why?

I can't keep living life like this . I'm a shell of who I am . Im not supposed to have emotions anymore , I can't express myself. Im to bottle my emotions till they tear me apart violently. I'm a shattered shell of myself.... the tears are my only friends.... the rhythm of my heart beat is making me paranoid.... but I stay for the sake of true love... <\3 but what is true love if there is only pain and sorrow later?

I start sch9l tomorrow

My mermaid hair

My anger is high

I'm pissed at my fiance , I try my hardest to earn money to see him at a furry convention  but he basically told me to just stay home if money is an issue but I don't care I'll find a way to see him before I graduate in May of 2017 ..... I'm just gonna go exercise ~Kyllen Hayden ♡♡♡

lost

I'm at a lose for words when it's comes to why loving someone hurts so badly....
The pain is worse than when I cut myself out of stupidity.... I'm just hurting an i can't tell him....I just want to cry....

Possible come back

I might being coming back to blogging but it's only a maybe for right now

I QUIT BLOGGING

I'm done ..... I can't let my feelings or emotions out without getting hurt. No one and I MEAN NO FUCKIN ONE KNOWS HOW IT FEELS TO HAVE NO FRIENDS DUE TO MOVING TO A DIFFERENT STATE OR THEIR OLD FRIEND HATING THEM ...... I'M FUCKING DONE ..... I EVEN CUT MYSELF I'M THAN UPSET ...... I CAN'T HANDLE REAILTY ANYMORE ...... I'M CLOSE TO JUST COMMINTING SUICIDE AN NOT LOOKING BACK TO THE PPL WHO ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT ME. ...... THIS IS MY LAST BLOG POST

signed ~Kyllen Hayden (A.D.A)


( I brought this upon myself)